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sciousness, subtler than space, am not anything limited — such is the eternal buddhi (idea) that freeth from the bonds of samsara, the world- process."
The great hymn, Pushpadanta's Mahima- stuti, refers to the Supreme in these words :l
"Thou whom the dazzled scripture doth describe As being negation of what thou art not."
Put into one sentence such description can take no other form than that of the logion, Ego Non-Ego Non (est).
Such are a very few of the utterances of sacred literature that at once become lighted up when the light of this summation is brought to bear on them. Thus does the Pranava, the Aum, the sacred word, embody in itself the universe ; thus does it include all previous tenta- tive summations ; thus is it the very heart and essence of the scriptures ; so only is the tradition justified that all the universe is in the Pranava. Herein we find that what before were the wheels of a machine, apart and dead, are now together and powerful and active as an organism. Herein we find the two great scripture-texts combined into one statement, that gives a new and all-satisfactory significance
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to them. Herein we see the whole finding of Hegel, and far more besides, included. Herein we see the three propositions of Fichte compressed into one single proposition, which is a re-arrangement of his second proposition.
And it is not only a re-arrangement of it, though that is important enough, but more. If the statement that 'Being is Nothing' is not only external to us but unintelligible, the state- ment that ' Ego is not Non-Ego ' is not yet quite internal, though certainly intelligible. It does not yet quite come home to us. The verb ' is,' and the order of the words in the sentence, make us feel that the statement embodies a cut-and-dry fact in which there is no movement, and which is there, before us, but away from us, not in us. The negative 'not' entirely over-powers the affirmative 'is,' and appropriates all the possibility of signi- ficance to itself, so that the rhythmic swing between the Ego and the Non-Ego, between us and our surroundings, which would be gained by also emphasising and bringing out the force of the affirmative ' is,' is entirely hidden out of sight, and only a bare dead negation is left. But now we change the order of the words, and the spirit of the old languages, the natural law underlying their construction, comes to our
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help. We place the Ego and the Non-Ego in juxtaposition, and an affirmative Relation appears between them first, to be followed after- wards by the development of the negative relation in consequence of the negative particle. And, more than this, we replace the ' is ' by ' am,' the ' est ' by ' sum,' as we have every right to do, for in connection with the Self, with I, ^nr, Aham, 'is' has no other sense than 'am'; and in place of the Non-Ego, fnr, Anaham, we substitute 'this,' *7T?^, Etat, for we have seen their equivalence before (vide Ch. IV.), and will do so again later, in the section on Mula-prakriti. Our logion therefore now runs as ^ *WW V « Aham Etat Na," " I This Not (am)." In the Samskrit form the word corres- ponding to 'am,' viz., ^HftR, asmi, is not needed at all, for it is thoroughly implied and under- stood. But as soon as we have the logion in this new form, " Aham Etat Na," we see that there is a whole world more of significance in it than the dry statement of the logical law of contradiction, " A is not not- A," " Ego is not Non-Ego." The one law of all laws, the pulse of the world-process, the very heart-beat of all life is here, now. The rhythm between the Self and the Not-Self, their coming together and going apart, the essence of all change, is expressed by it ; and yet, when we
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take the three constituents of it at once, it expresses changelessness also.
As a man seeking for the vale of happiness, may toil for days and nights through a maze of mountain-ranges and come at last to a dead wall of rock and find himself despairing, and a sudden casual push of the arm may move aside a bush, or a slab of stone, and disclose a passage through which he may rush eagerly to the top of the highest peak, wondering how he had failed to see it all this while, it looks so unmistakable now, and may behold spread clear and still before him the panorama of the scenes of his toilsome journey, on the one side, completed and finished by the scenes of that happy vale of smiling flowers and fruits and crystal waters on the other — such is the finding of this great summation. All the problems that bewildered him before now receive easy solution, and many statements that puzzled him formerly, in the scriptural literature of the nations, begin to become intelligible.
After finding the truth of this great logion for himself the enquirer will find confirmation of it everywhere in the old books, as well as the world around him.
NOTE. — It should be noted here that the references to the Upanishats, Puranas, &c., are not made with any idea of supporting the logion by ' appeals to scripture.' Rather,
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the intention is to suggest a new way of working with the sacred books, which may be of use to some readers. Whether any definite proofs will or will not be found by experts and scholars, that the logion is and was really meant by the Aum, does not affect its importance as an explanation and summation of the world-process. The logion came to the present writer first in 1887, as the needed explanation of the universe, in the course of his studies in Indian and western philosophy. He then endeavoured to find confirmation of it in Samskrit works, but vainly, for thirteen years. Till the summer of 1900, when these chapters were first drafted, it remained for him only a guess and a possibility that the Aum meant the logion. This guess was justified, for him, in the autumn of 1900, in a most remarkable manner, the story of which will probably be told in a future publication. As to whether that ' remarkable manner ' will prove convincing to others is for the future to decide. In the meanwhile, it should be repeated here that the logion should be judged on its own merits, and that the main purpose of quoting from the Upanishats, &c., is to help on the thought of the reader by placing before him the thought embodied in those quotations as at least working ii the direction of the logion.