book ili. ch. xxxvii. 4.

* Philippus a SS. Trinitate, /c., p. ili. tr, i. disc. ii, art. 4.
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of sorrow: there are both griefs and joys rising from an impulse of nature or from a charity which makes us pity our neighbour, like that felt by our Saviour when He raised Lazarus from the dead. These feelings do not destroy union with the will of God nor do they disturb the soul by a restless, turbulent and lasting passion. They soon pass away, for as I said of sweetness in prayer, ° they do not affect the depths of the soul but only its senses and faculties. They are found in the former mansions, but do not enter the last of all. Is it necessary, in order to attain to this kind of divine union, for the powers of the soul to be suspended? No: God has many ways of enriching the soul and bringing it to these mansions besides what might be called a ‘short cut.’ But, be sure of this, my daughters: in any case the silkworm must die and it will cost you more in this way. In the former manner this death is facilitated by finding ourselves introduced into a new life; here, on the contrary, we must give ourselves the death-blow. I own that the work will be much harder, but then it will be of higher value so that your reward will be greater if you come forth victorious;’ yet there is no doubt it is possible for you to obtain this true union with the will of God.
6. This is the union I have longed for all my life and that I beg our Lord to grant me; it is the most certain and the safest. But alas, how few of us ever
* St. John xi. 35,36: ‘Et lacrymatus est Jesus. Dixerunt ergo Judaei; Ecce quomoedo amabat eum.’
° Fourth Mansions, ch.i. 5. Fifth Mansions, ch. i, 7.
’ Way of Perfection, ch. xvii. 2,
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obtain it! Those who are careful not to offend God, and who enter the religious state, think there is nothing more to do. How many maggots remain ,
in hiding until, like the worm which gnawed at Jonas’s ivy,’ they have destroyed our virtues. These pests are such evils as self-love, self-esteem, rash judgement of others even in small matters, and a want of charity in not loving our neighbour quite so much as ourselves. Although perforce we satisfy our obligations sufficiently to avoid sin, yet we fall far short of what must be done in order to obtain perfe@ union with the will of God.
7. What do you think, daughters, is His will? That we may become quite perfect and so be made one with Him and with His Father as He prayed we might be.? Observe, then, what is wanting in us to obtain this. I assure you it is most painful for me to write on this subject, for I see how far I am, through my own fault, from having attained to perfection. There is no need for us to receive spe- cial consolations from God in order to arrive at conformity with His will; He has done enough in giving us His Son to teach the way. This does not mean that we must so submit to the will of God as not to sorrow at such troubles as the death of a father or brother, or that we must bear crosses
§ Jonas iv. 6, 7: ‘And the Lord God prepared an ivy, and it came’ up over the head of Jonas, to be a shadow over his head, and to cover him, for he was fatigued; and Jonas was exceeding glad of the ivy. But God prepared a worm, when the morning arose on the following day: and it struck the ivy and it withered.’
*St. John, xvil. 22, 23: ‘Ut sint unum, sicut et nos unum sumus. Ego in eis, et tu in me; ut sint consummati in unum,’ Way of Perf. ch, xxxii, 6,
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and sickness with joy.” This is well, but it some- times comes from common sense which, as we can- not help ourselves, makes a virtue of necessity. How often the great wisdom of the heathen philosophers led them to act thus in trials of this kind! Our Lord asks but two things of us: love for Him and for our neighbour: these are what we must strive to obtain. If we praétise both these virtues per- fectly we shall be doing His will and so shall be united to Him. But, as I said, we are very far from obeying and serving our great Master perfectly in these two matters: may His Majesty give us the grace to merit union with Him; itis in our power to gain it if we will.
8. I think the most certain sign that we keep these two commandments is that we have a genuine love for others. We cannot know whether we love God although there may be strong reasons for thinking so, but there can be no doubt about whether we love our neighbour or no.” Be sure that in propor- tion as you advance in fraternal charity, you are increasing in your love of God,” for His Majesty bears so tender an affection for us that I cannot doubt He will repay our love for others by aug- menting, in a thousand different ways, that which we bear for Him. We should watch most carefully over ourselves in this matter, for if we are faultless on this point we have done all. I believe human nature is so evil that we could not feel a perfe&
Way of Perf. ch. ix. 1 2. 11 St. John iv. 20: ‘Qui enim non diligit fratrem suum quem videt, Deum quem non videt quomodo potest diligere?’
" Way of Perf. ch. xviii. 5.
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charity for our neighbour unless it were rooted in the love of God.
g. In this most important matter, sisters, we should be most vigilant in little things, taking no notice of the great works we plan during prayer which we imagine that we would perform for other people, even perhaps for the sake of saving a single soul. If our actions afterwards belie these grand schemes, there is no reason to imagine that we should do anything of the sort. I say the same of humility and the other virtues. The devil’s wiles are many; he would turn hell upside down a thousand times to make us think ourselves better than we are. He has good reason for it, for such fancies are most injurious; sham virtues springing from this root are always accompanied by a vainglory never found in those of divine origin, which are free from pride.
10. It is amusing to see souls who, while they are at prayer, fancy they are willing to be despised and publicly insulted for the love of God, yet afterwards doall they can to hide theirsmall defeats; if any one unjustly accuses them of a fault, God deliver us from their outcries! Let those who can- not bear such things take no notice of the splendid plans they made when alone, which could have been no genuine determination of the will but only some trick of the imagination, or the results would have been very different. The devil assaults and deceives people in this way, often doin g great harm to women and others too ignorant to understand the ditference between the powers of the soul and the imagination, and a thousand other matters of
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the sort. O sisters! how easy it is to know which of you have attained to a sincere love of your neigh- bour, and which of you are far from it. If you knew the importance of this virtue, your only care would be to gain it.
11. When I see people very anxious to know what sort of prayer they practise, coverin g their faces and afraid to move or think lest they should lose any slight tenderness and devotion they feel, I know how little they understand how to obtain union with God since they think it consists in such things as these. No, sisters, no; our Lord expects works from us. If you see a sick sister whom you can relieve," never fear losing your devotion; compassionate her; if she is in pain, feel for it as if it were your own and when there is need, fast so that she may eat, not so much for her sake as because you know your Lord asks it of you. This is the true union of our will with the will of God. If some one else is well spoken of, be more pleased than if it were yourself; this is easy enough, for if you were really humble it would vex you to be praised. It is a great good to rejoice at your sister’s virtues being known and to feel as sorry for the fault you see in her as if it were yours, hiding it from the sight of others.
12. I have often spoken on this subject elsewhere,” because, my sisters, if we fail in this I know that all is lost: please God this may never be our case. If you possess fraternal charity, I assure you that you will certainly obtain the union I have described,
3 Way of Perf. ch. vil. 4.
4 Way of Perf. ch. iv. 35 vile 4
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If you are conscious that you are wanting in this charity, although you may feel devotion and sweet- ness and a short absorption in the prayer of quiet (which makes you think you have attained to union with God), believe me you have not yet reached it. Beg our Lord to grant you perfe& love for your neighbour, and leave the rest to Him. He will give you more than you know how to desire if you constrain yourselves and strive with all your power to gain it, forcing your will as far as possible to comply in all things with your sisters’ wishes al- though you may sometimes forfeit your own rights by so doing. Forget your self-interest for theirs, however much nature may rebel; when opportunity occurs take some burden upon yourself to ease your neighbour of it. Do not fancy it will cost you nothing and that you will find it all done for you: think what the love He bore for us cost our Spouse, Who to free us from death, Himself suffered the most painful death of all—the death of the Cross.