CHAPTER III.

* A pleasing land if ~ Of dreams that wave before the half-shut eye, And of gay castles in the clouds that pass, For ever flashing round a summer sky.” THOMSON.
DaiILy—hourly—increased the influence of Evelyn over Maltravers. Oh! what a dupe is a man’s pride!—what a fool his wisdom! That a girl—a mere child—one who scarce knew her own heart—beautiful as it was,—whose deeper feelings _ still lay coiled up in their sweet buds,—that she should thus master this proud, wise man! But as thou—our universal teacher—as thou, O Shakspeare! haply speaking from the bints of thine own experience—hast declared—
‘6 None are so truly caught, when they are catch’d, As wit turn’d fool ;—folly i in wisdom hatched, Hath wisdom’s warrant.”
Still, methinks that, in that surpassing and dangerously in- dulged affection which levelled thee, Maltravers, with the weakest, —which overturned all thy fine philosophy of Stoicism, and, made thee the veriest slave of the “Rose Garden,’—still
Maltravers, thou mightest, at least, have seen that thou hast _
lost for ever all right to pride, all privilege to disdain the herd! But thou wert proud of thine own infirmity! And far sharper must be that lesson which can teach thee that Pride—thine angel—is ever pre-doomed to fall.
What a mistake to suppose that the passions are strongest in youth! The passions are not stronger, but the control over them is weaker. They are more easily excited—they are more violent and more apparent; but they have less energy, less durability, less intense and concentrated power, than in maturer life. In youth, passion succeeds to passion, and one breaks upon the other, as waves upon a rock, till the heart frets itself i to repose, In manhood, the great deep flows on, more calm, _
but more profound, its serenity is the proof of the might and
terror of its course, were the wind to blow and the storm to
rise. — :
A young man’s ambition is but vanity,—it has no definite — aim,—it plays with a thousand toys. As with one passion, so
with the rest. In youth, love is ever on the wing, but, like the
birds‘in April, it hath not yet built its nest. With so long
a career of summer and hope before it, the disappointment of
. to-day is succeeded by the novelty of to-morrow, and the sun
- that advances to the noon but dries up its fervent tears. But a when we have arrived at that epoch of life——when, if the light fail us, if the last rose wither, we feel that the loss cannot be _ retrieved, and that the frost and the darkness are at hand, _ Love becomes to us a treasure that we watch over and hoard ~ with a miser’s care. Our youngest-born affection is our darling — __ and our idol, the fondest pledge of the Past, the most cherished of our hopes for the Future. A certain melancholy that mingles with our joy at the possession only enhances its charm. We feel ourselves so dependent on it for all that is yet to come. Our other barks—our gay galleys of pleasure—our stately argosies of pride—have been swallowed up by the remorseless wave. ~ On this last vessel we freight our all—to its frail tenement we commit ourselves. The star that guides it is our guide, and in
the tempest that menaces we behold our own doom!
his lips—still he adhered to the course he had prescribed to himself. If ever (as he had implied in his letter to Cleveland)— if ever Evelyn should discover they were not suited to each other! The possibility of such an affliction impressed his judg-
ment—the dread of it chilled his heart. With all his pride, there was a certain humility in Maltravers that was perhaps one cause of his reserve. He knew what a beautiful possession is youth— its sanguine hopes—its elastic spirit—its inexhaustible resources ! ~ What to the eyes of woman were the acquisitions which manhood had brought him ?—the vast but the sad experience—the arid wisdom—the philosophy based on disappointment? He might be loved but for the vain glitter of name and reputation.—and Jove might vanish as custom dimmed the illusion. Men of strong
Still Maltravers shrank from the confession that trembled on ~
v4 -
affections are jealous of their own genius. They know how
separate a thing from the household character genius often is,-— they fear lest they should be loved for a quality, not for
— themselves.
Thus communed he with himself—thus, as the path had be- come clear to his hopes, did new fears arise; and thus did love bring, as it ever does, in its burning wake,
‘* The pang, the agony, the doubt !”
Maltravers then confirmed himself in the resolution he had formed : he would cautiously examine Evelyn and himself—he would weigh in the balance every straw that the wind should turn up-—he would not aspire to the treasure, unless he could feel secure that the coffer could preserve the gem. This was not only a prudent, it was a just and a generous determination. It was one which we all ought to form if the fervour of our passions will permit us. We have no right to sacrifice years to moments, and to melt the pearl that has no price ina single draught! But
can Maltravers adhere to his wise precautions? The truth must _ be spoken—it was, perhaps, the first time in his life that
Maltravers had been really zz love.
As the reader will remember, he had not been in love with the haughty Florence ; admiration, gratitude—the affection of the head, not that of the feelings,—had been the links that bound him to the enthusiastic correspondent—revealed in the gifted
beauty ;—and the gloomy circumstances connected: with her
early fate had left deep furrows in his memory. Time and vicissitude had effaced the wounds, and the Light of the Beauti-
ful dawned once more in the face of Evelyn. Valerie de
Ventadour had been but the fancy of a roving breast, Alice, the sweet Alice !—her, indeed, in the first flower of youth, he had loved with a boy’s romance. He had loved her deeply, fondly— but perhaps he had never been zx love with her ; he had mourned her loss for years—insensibly to himself her loss had altered his tharacter and cast a melancholy gloom over all the colours of his life. But she whose range of ideas was so confined—she who had but broke into knowledge, as the chrysalis into the butterfly—how much in that prodigal and gifted nature, bounding
| “onwards into the broad plains of life, must the failed to fill! They had had nothing in common, but their youth ~
peasant girl have |
and their love. It was a dream that had hovered over the poet- boy in the morning twilight—a dream he had often wished to — recall—a dream that had haunted him in the noon-day,—but had, as all boyish visions ever have done, left the heart unex- hausted, and the passions unconsumed! Years—long years— since then had rolled away, and yet, perhaps, one unconscious attraction that drew Maltravers so suddenly towards Evelyn was a something indistinct and undefinable, that reminded him of | Alice. There was no similarity in their features ; but at times a tone in Evelyn’s voice—a “trick of the manner ”—an air—a gesture—recalled him, over the gulfs of Time, to Poetry, and Hope, and Alice.
In the youth of each—the absent and the present one—there was resemblance,—resemblance in their simplicity, their grace. | Perhaps, Alice, of the two, had in her nature more real depth, 4 more ardour of feeling, more sublimity of sentiment, than | Evelyn. But in her primitive ignorance, half her noblest qualities were embedded and unknown. And Evelyn—his equal in rank—Evelyn, well cultivated—Evelyn, so long courted—so — deeply studied—had such advantages over the poor peasant — girl! Still the poor peasant girl often seemed to smile on him — from that fair face. And in Evelyn he half loved Alice again !
So these two persons now met daily ; their intercourse was
even more familiar than before—their several minds grew hourly
more developed and transparent to each other. But of love Maltravers still forbore to speak ; they were friends,—no more; such friends as the disparity of their years and their experience might warrant them to be. And in that young and innocent nature—with its rectitude, its enthusiasm, and its pious and cheerful tendencies—Maltravers found freshness in the desert, as the camel-driver lingering at the well. Insensibly his heart warmed again to his kind. And as the harp of David to the ear of Saul, was the soft voice that lulled remembrance and awakened hope in the lonely man.
Meanwhile, what was the effect that the presence, the atten- tions, of Maltravers produced on Evelyn? Perhaps it was at
Pea oe UI
am
that kind which most flatters us and most deceives.
She never
dreamed of comparing him with others. To her thoughts he _
dox, but it might be that she admired and venerated him almost
_ too much for love. Still her pleasure in his society was so evident
and unequivocal, her deference to his opinion so marked,—she sympathised in so many of his objects—she had so much blind- ness or forbearance for his faults (and he never sought to mask
stood aloof and alone from all his kind. It may seem a para-
them), that the most diffident of men might have drawn from so
many symptoms hopes the most auspicious, Since the departure
eof Legard, the gaieties of Paris lost their charm for Evelyn, and
more than ever she could appreciate the society of her friend.
' He thus gradually lost his earlier fears of her forming too keen
an attachment to the great world; and as nothing could be more apparent than Evelyn’s indifference to the crowd of flatterers and suitors that hovered round her, Maltravers no longer dreaded a rival. He began to feel assured that they had both gone through
the ordeal; and that he might ask for love without a doubt of
its immutability and faith. At this period they were hoth in- vited, with the Doltimores, to spend a few days, at the villa of
_ De Montaigne, near St. Cloud. And there it was that Mz ‘travers
determined to know his fate!