CHAPTER IX,

“Thus airy Strephon tuned his lyre:’” SHENSTONE,
_IN his meeting with Evelyn, Vargrave certainly exerted to the utmost all his ability and all his art. He felt that violence that sarcasm, that selfish complaint would not avail in a man who was not loved,—though they are often admirable cards in the hands of a man whois. As his own heart was perfectly untouched in the matter, except by rage and disappointment—
feelings which with him never lasted very long—he could play
coolly his losing game. His keen and ready intellect taught him that all he could now expect was to bequeath sentiments of generous compassion and friendly interest ; to create a favourable impression, which he might hereafter improve; to reserve, in
short, some spot of vantage-ground in the country from which
he was to affect to withdraw all his forces. He had known, in his experience of women, which, whether as an actor or a spectator, was large and various —though not among very delicate and refined natures—that a lady often takes a fancy to a suitor after she has rejected him ; that, precisely decause she has once rejected she ultimately accepts him. And even this chance was, in circumstances so desperate, not to be neglected. He assumed, therefore, the countenance, the postures, and the voice of heart- broken but submissive despair; he affected a nobleness and magnanimity in his grief, which touched Evelyn to the quick, and took her by surprise.
“It is enough,” said he, in sad and faltering accents; “quite enough for me to know that you cannot love me,—that I should fail in rendering you happy: say no more, Evelyn, say no more! Let me spare you at least, the pain your generous nature must
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feel in my anguish—I resign all pretensions to’ your hand: you —
are free !—may you be happy!” “Oh, Lord Vargrave! oh, Lumley!” said Evelyn, weeping, — and moved by a thousand recollections of early years. “If J~
~. could but prove in any other way my grateful sense of your
merits—your too partial appreciation of me—my regard for my lost benefactor—then, indeed, nor till then, could I be happy. Oh! that this wealth, so little desired by me, had been more at my disposal ; but, as it is, the day that sees me in possession of
‘it, shall see it placed under your disposition, your control. This -
is but justice—common justice to you; you were the nearest relation of the departed. I had no claim on him—none, but affection. Affection ! and yet I disobey him!”
There was much in all this that secretly pleased Vargrave ; but it only seemed to redouble his grief.
“Talk not thus, my ward, my friend—ah! still my friend,” said he, putting his handkerchief to his eyes. “I repine not ;— I am more than satisfied. Still let me preserve my privilege of guardian, of adviser—a privilege dearer to me than all the wealth of the Indies!”
Lord Vargrave had some faint suspicion that Legard had created an undue interest in Evelyn’s heart ; and on this point he delicately and indirectly sought to sound her. Her replies convinced him that if Evelyn had conceived any prepossession for Legard, there had not been time or opportunity to ripen it into deep attachment. Of Maltravers he had no fear. The habitual self-control of that reserved personage deceived him partly ; and his low opinion of mankind deceived him still more. For, if there had been any love between Maltravers and Evelyn, why should the former not have stood his ground, and declared his suit? Lumley would have “da’d” and “pish’d” at the thought of any punctilious regard for engagements so easily broken having power either to check passion for beauty, or to restrain self-interest in the chase of an heiress. He had known Maltravers ambitious ; and with him, ambition and self-interest meant the same. Thus, by the very finesse of his character—
while Vargrave, ever with the worldly, was a keen and almost
infallible observer—with natures of a more refined, or a higher
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order, he always missed the mark by overshooting. had a suspicion of Maltravers ever crossed him, Caroline’s communications would have dispelled it. It was more strange
_. that Caroline should have been blind; nor would she have been
so had she been less absorbed in her own schemes and destinies.
All her usual penetration had of late settled in self; and an ©
uneasy feeling-——half arising from conscientious reluctance to aid
Vargrave’s objects—half from jealous irritation at the thought of
Vargrave’s marrying another—had prevented her from seeking
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any very intimate or confidential communication with Eve oe
herself.
; The dreaded conference was over; Evelyn parted from _ Vargrave with the very feelings he had calculated on exciting ; —the moment he ceased to be her lover, her old childish regard _
for him recommenced. She pitied his dejection—she respected
his generosity—she was deeply grateful for his forbearance. But
still—still she was free; and her heart bounded within her at the thought.
Meanwhile, Vargrave, after his solemn farewell to Evelyn, —
retreated again to his own room, where he remained till his post-horses arrived. Then, descending into the drawing-room, he
_ was pleased to find neither Aubrey nor Evelyn there. He knew 4
that much affectation would be thrown away upon Mr. and Mrs, Merton; he thanked them for their hospitality, with grave and brief cordiality, and then turned to Caroline, who stood apart by the window. “Allis up with me at present,” he whispered. “I leave you, Caroline, in anticipation of fortune, rank, and prosperity ; that is some comfort. For myself, I see only difficulties, embarrass- ment, and poverty in the future; but I despond of nothing— hereafter you may serve me, as I have served you. Adieu! I have been advising Caroline not to spoil Doltimore, Mrs. Merton ; he is conceited enough already. Good-by! God bless you all!—love to your little girls. Let me know if I can serve you in any way, Merton—good-by again!” And thus, sentence by sentence, Vargrave talked himself into his carriage. As it drove by the drawing-room windows, he saw Caroline standing dances where he had left her; he kissed his hand—her eyes
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tion he had inspired ; for she could 4 feel, fad he Ce not ; distinction, perhaps, between the sexes. And there still st Caroline Merton, recalling the last tones of that indiffer
Dolimore and smile ppd une happy lover, persuaded that h was adored!